Eternal

Eternal is
The pain
That is bleeding
From my heart

Permanent are
The scars
That show upon
My wrists

The mocking
Never ceases
And it taunts me
All my life

The laughter
Doesn't stop
And I know it's
About me

The fighting
Haunts my dreams
And I can
Never escape

The tears that
Never dry
Will forever
Dot my cheeks

The hate that
Will never leave
Surrounds me like
An embrace of rage

The fear,
It outlines me
As if my own
Flesh and blood

These thoughts will
Never go
And I can't
Get away

The lies are
Always here
And they hold me
In their grasp

This ridicule
Defines me
But what they say
Is not true

The anger is
Inside me
And it wants to
Escape my soul